The desires that are kept hidden become subconscious desires.
The subconscious mind is nothing but an accumulation of all hidden desires.
Some desires that we refuse to acknowledge to our conscious minds get stored up in the subconscious.
Like the desire for sex, desire for dirty sex, certain irrational beliefs, tendencies that the conscious mind finds repulsive, also our deepest wishes and intentions.
These desires and beliefs can show up in dreams. It then becomes necessary to bring our subconscious tendencies into the light of the conscious mind. As soon as this is done, the mass of the subconscious mind reduces.
If you were to reach a state where nothing is kept hidden from the conscious mind, you would then have no subconscious mind.
We were never meant to have a subconscious mind, but the desire to keep thoughts and desires and beliefs hidden creates a subconscious mind to store these impressions.
I find that the body has a strong subconscious desire to have very dirty sex. And also sex with demons. And a strong subconscious fear of reptiles and fear of being eaten by a reptile (like a python). But then it also has a desire to have sex with the python before it is eaten by it.
It has a strong subconscious desire to have sex with every woman that it finds attractive, very dirty sex. In toilets even.
The sexual urge of the body is very strong.
It also has a strong desire for violence. It desires to tear apart other bodies. Even rape.
These desires are mostly kept in check by the conscious mind. But sometimes in dreams, the desire plays itself out.
I have lived a very ascetic life, denying sex to the body and also denying touch. As a result of this denial, the body has developed strong subconscious desire for sex with a demoness. For her fiery touch and painful and violent sex.
It is only this primal sexual urge that keeps the mind so strongly attached to physicality. And denying and hiding this urge has indeed created a strong subconscious desire for brutal sex.
However, it must be realized that satisfying this subconscious urge will not lead to its fulfillment. It will show up again and again and is actually the program installed by nature to ensure the continuation of the species. Hence, it is essential to recognize that the sexual urge has nothing to do with you, but is only a program installed by nature. If you direct this program into unnatural actions and behaviors, it will have corresponding consequences.
The best way to handle this program seems to get married and start a family. How much can you deny it?
However, if you are convinced that your true nature is awareness, this program cannot affect you. Awareness cannot be programmed.
Seek refuge in God. That alone can cure you of the disease of the subconscious mind. God is Pure Consciousness.
The subconscious mind is nothing but an accumulation of all hidden desires.
Some desires that we refuse to acknowledge to our conscious minds get stored up in the subconscious.
Like the desire for sex, desire for dirty sex, certain irrational beliefs, tendencies that the conscious mind finds repulsive, also our deepest wishes and intentions.
These desires and beliefs can show up in dreams. It then becomes necessary to bring our subconscious tendencies into the light of the conscious mind. As soon as this is done, the mass of the subconscious mind reduces.
If you were to reach a state where nothing is kept hidden from the conscious mind, you would then have no subconscious mind.
We were never meant to have a subconscious mind, but the desire to keep thoughts and desires and beliefs hidden creates a subconscious mind to store these impressions.
I find that the body has a strong subconscious desire to have very dirty sex. And also sex with demons. And a strong subconscious fear of reptiles and fear of being eaten by a reptile (like a python). But then it also has a desire to have sex with the python before it is eaten by it.
It has a strong subconscious desire to have sex with every woman that it finds attractive, very dirty sex. In toilets even.
The sexual urge of the body is very strong.
It also has a strong desire for violence. It desires to tear apart other bodies. Even rape.
These desires are mostly kept in check by the conscious mind. But sometimes in dreams, the desire plays itself out.
I have lived a very ascetic life, denying sex to the body and also denying touch. As a result of this denial, the body has developed strong subconscious desire for sex with a demoness. For her fiery touch and painful and violent sex.
It is only this primal sexual urge that keeps the mind so strongly attached to physicality. And denying and hiding this urge has indeed created a strong subconscious desire for brutal sex.
However, it must be realized that satisfying this subconscious urge will not lead to its fulfillment. It will show up again and again and is actually the program installed by nature to ensure the continuation of the species. Hence, it is essential to recognize that the sexual urge has nothing to do with you, but is only a program installed by nature. If you direct this program into unnatural actions and behaviors, it will have corresponding consequences.
The best way to handle this program seems to get married and start a family. How much can you deny it?
However, if you are convinced that your true nature is awareness, this program cannot affect you. Awareness cannot be programmed.
Seek refuge in God. That alone can cure you of the disease of the subconscious mind. God is Pure Consciousness.
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