Mind attacks

Today was another mental attack.

Thought I'd work from home as an experiment and it horribly backfired.

Spent the whole time feeling intense mental reactions. My God!

Felt like I have isolated myself into this hole from which there is no escape.

Feeling terribly isolated.

The mind is a mass of resistance to what is.

The mind , the ego, the self is terrified of its demise and has absolute hatred towards everything else.

My God, I feel so tied , in a vice grip....trapped by the mind.

It is fucking horrific.

 

The cure of nothing

Nothingness is the cure for the illness of being.

All sufferings is due to 'something'. 

Only in nothingness is the end of suffering found.

The holy ground.

Nothing.

Un-manifest.

Absolute non being.

Nothing is the greatest healer.

Freedom from mundane activity

Life seems like a sequence of mechanical actions that keep repeating themselves.

To escape from the mundane mechanics of repeating actions, seek the unmovable dimension of stillness.

Discovering the dimension of stillness is discovering the dimension of your core self.

Although actions are mechanical, the core witness self is not.

Its simple existence.

Pure Existence.

Untouched.

Still.

Absolute. 

Pretending

A lot of energy is consumed in pretending.

We spend most of our lives pretending to ourselves and to others.

Pretending to care, pretending to like, pretending to be good, pretending to be selfless.

Pretending to be fine. Pretending to be interested.

Pretending to be individual personas.

We pretend to like or care about people.

In truth, do you really care about others?

Are you really selfless?

What would happen if we stopped pretending?

Do we pretend simply to fit in? Simply to avoid being banished from the tribe?