Today was another mental attack.
Thought I'd work from home as an experiment and it horribly backfired.
Spent the whole time feeling intense mental reactions. My God!
Felt like I have isolated myself into this hole from which there is no escape.
Feeling terribly isolated.
The mind is a mass of resistance to what is.
The mind , the ego, the self is terrified of its demise and has absolute hatred towards everything else.
My God, I feel so tied , in a vice grip....trapped by the mind.
It is fucking horrific.
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