Friday, April 17, 2020

Addiction and God

Addiction is a cry for help. As long as we don't find our true rest in God, we will live lives of addiction. Our feeling of separation from God causes our escape into addiction. An addiction is a cry out to God. So go inwards and face your pain. Instead of escaping into addiction. Then maybe you may find God waiting fro you?

We all feel pain and despair. It is God calling us inward. So wouldn't be rude to escape outwards into fantasy when pain calls us inward?

The root cause of addiction

The root cause of addiction is the refusal to face pain.

The root cause of addiction is the feeling that something is missing.

Addiction begins with the desire to escape from pain. To escape from boredom. To escape from the mundane. To escape from the present reality. To escape from the void. And this escape takes many forms. From eating to drinking to gossiping to alcohol to social media checking to porn to masturbation to drugs, each with a differing intensity. An escape from the present reality into a fantasy world or a pleasure sensation. And with each escape, a neural pathway is formed. And as this behavior is repeated, these pathways get stronger and deeper. And the brain stops producing its natural feel good hormones. And the feedback loop continues. This makes it even more painful to face the present reality and requires a larger dose of the addicting item to feel the same pleasure intensity.

To avoid falling into the trap of addiction, the only way is to refuse to escape from the present reality, no matter how painful it may be. Willingness to accept the painful reality and take refuge within is the only way out. In fact, treat suffering as a blessing in disguise. Do not try to escape the pain. Do not try to escape from your self.

Remain as you are enduring the present moment, no matter how painful. The only refuge is within. Stop seeking pleasurable sensations to kill the pain.

Yes, life is painful and filled with suffering and despair. No matter what your circumstance, suffering cannot be escaped from. Pain cannot be escaped from. Pleasure seeking is not the purpose of life.

Life can sometimes seem dull, boring, mundane, serious and lacking excitement. Sometimes, all that you desire is to escape the dullness and monotony. And this escape can take many forms. But invariably, the dullness returns. No matter how many times you try to escape it through pleasure and fantasy, the dullness always returns. And this can be depressing. And you might cry out in despair from the very pits of your soul. But this despair and dullness has depth. A depth that when followed through will lead you deep inside your self. Escaping into fantasy will not accomplish anything. It will only bring more misery.

Meaninglessness, despair and dullness may not be easy to endure. But the alternative route of escaping into fantasy is not a better option. In fact, in the long term, it only makes your misery worse.

Hence whenever despair strikes, just be with it. Look into it. Do not escape into fantasy.

If nothing, remember this. Mental health and sanity is the most valuable treasure. Sanity lies in facing reality head on. Mental health is freedom from fantasy. A pure mind is one with no fantasies. And this my friend is your best friend. It will never fail you.

Its strange but the way out of addiction is to seek pain instead of pleasure.

Thursday, April 9, 2020

The Infinite

Let us consider a concept closest to the ultimate truth. It could be either of these words:

Infinite
Absolute
Unlimited
Final/Ultimate truth
God

The above could be considered as synonyms. We will use the term infinite. And begin with the existence of the infinite.

Infinite is that which is not finite. Hence, it is that which has no measure. It is that which liberates us from the finite and limited. It cannot be imagined, since imagination is finite. The infinite cannot be limited or finite. In fact, there is no scope for the existence of the finite within the infinite. Just like darkness cannot exist in the light. That which we experience as love here is but a shadow of the infinite love.

Can the infinite have a form?
The infinite can have no form, since any form is a limitation and finite. So, if the infinite has no form, how are we to know it or grasp it? And if it cannot be known, how then can it be of any benefit?

Although the infinite cannot be known as a form, its existence can only be absolute. The nature of the infinite must be that it is inescapable. Whether there is form or no form, the infinite remains as the infinite. So, is there that which is forever present? That which is unquestionable? That, by virtue of not being formed into anything remains forever untouched and absolute?

And who am I in regards to the infinite? What is my relationship to the infinite? Imagine that there is the form-less infinite and the innumerable finite forms. What is the relationship between them? Can the infinite have any relationship to the finite? Can the infinite give rise to the finite?

The infinite cannot give rise to the finite. Nothing finite can give rise to the infinite. And there cannot be two infinities. Thus, the infinite is self caused or self existent and cannot arise from something other than itself. Being self existent and uncaused, the infinite cannot give rise to the non-infinite or finite.

This leads to the conclusion that the infinite cannot co-exist with the finite. So, either there is no infinite or there is no finite. But it is absurd that there be no infinite, since the very starting point of our analysis was the existence of the infinite. Thus, it must be that there is no finite. Which brings us to the conclusion that there is only the infinite. And it has no form. So all forms are not real, but merely a reflection of the form-less infinite. And that infinite is God. Amen.

Friday, April 3, 2020

Goodness

It takes courage to be good. A fundamental goodness of heart is key to a trouble free life. Without goodness of heart, sharpness of intellect and depth of insight are of no use. In fact, it is preferable to have a good heart instead of a sharp intellect. Kindness trumps intelligence in the end. A good heart coupled with sharp intellect leads to clarity.

Friday, March 13, 2020

Gratitude

The biggest gratitude is just in being alive and experiencing life. Nothing else actually needs to be added to this. The simple fact of existence and being conscious is enough to be grateful Nothing else is needed. This is the holy realization.

Saturday, March 7, 2020

Excerpt ~ Sam Sara

What an enlightened individual basically realises is that there is something fundamentally delusional about the way that most human beings think, and, by extension, experience themselves. This delusion is not intrinsic to our nature, but almost invariably seems to occur when human beings come together to form a community or society. This delusion, therefore, is basically ubiquitous among our species.
Before explaining the nature of this delusion, in order to give some foundation, I first want to describe as best as possible what reality looks like from the 'enlightened' point of view, which is how it is from the natural awareness of the human being, prior to the distortions created by thought. From the enlightened point of view, it is vividly apparent that existence is all one process. Now, the modern analytic philosopher would say that this is a meaningless statement, because we can only speak meaningfully about interactions between objects, not about what is common to all objects, but this is kind of the point.
What the enlightened individual realises is that there are no separate objects or entities, so we cannot actually speak meaningfully about the true state of affairs of the cosmos. What we call the universe is actually a single, integrated field of behaviour that cannot be fundamentally divided. What the individual previously believed to be a universe of discreet entities or separate events that, as it were, shove each other about, is seen to be one unified 'happening', which manifests itself as unique, but interdependent aspects. In other words, there is absolutely no real division between you and the tree outside your window. Both are merely different aspects of one seamless process, without other. When this is seen clearly, very basic and seemingly undeniable human axioms such as causality, determinism, and even individual free will, completely collapse.
The whole premise of causality is that this universe is divided up into discreet entities or events that act upon each other in a similar way that billiard balls do (the Newtonion model of the cosmos). If, however, we see that all phenomena are in fact different aspects of the same, unified process, then we also see that the universe is really just one big event, without prior cause, or ultimate effect. What appear to be discreet entities are really like waves on the same ocean, where each wave is an expression of the whole ocean. Similarly, the illusion of individual free will is founded upon the assumption that we are all independent islands of behaviour. Not so. In reality, every single one of us are unique aspects of one universal will, and our relationship to each other is rather like branches on the same tree. This is not, however, to say that we are all the puppets of an underlying will, as fatalists assume. This is still perceiving in terms of an illusory division between me 'in here' and the universe 'out there'. There is absolutely no real division anywhere. It's all one process.
What makes spiritual enlightenment (we could really use a new term; I nominate 'truth realisation') the ultimate and final insight is the realisation that, because everything is one, existence is, and always was, a done deal. It's all already complete, and there never was anything fundamentally to know, pursue, control, or hold on to, because these assumptions rest upon the delusion that there exists a knower or an agent separate from that which they are attempting to know or manipulate. All of existence, however, is really just the dynamic energy patterns of a single underlying principle, the purpose of which is simply to experience itself. The whole universe is really something like the symphony of one composer, or the dream of a single dreamer, that is fulfilled simply by the very fact of its own existence.
So, the delusion that human beings fall into is that, when we form communities, we confuse the world of language and symbols, which we use to communicate, with the universe as it is experienced directly, prior to thought. In our complete identification with language, which is really a way of dividing experience into cognizable chunks for purposes of control, we lose sight of the fact that experience isn't actually divided up in this way at all. Thus, what is actually a single field of behaviour, that all goes together, appears to us as a constant battle between fundamentally conflicting parts. For the most part, all that human beings are really doing in life is struggling to uphold the delusion of separateness at all costs, because the essence of power, of any kind, is the belief that what you're doing is something fundamentally distinct from what I'm doing. If we were to come clean on the fact that we are all actually just different aspects of one process, all our power structures would fall apart, because we could not legitimately praise or blame anybody for living the 'right' way, or the 'wrong' way. In short, civilisation as we know it would collapse. This is why the insight we call enlightenment has always historically been esoteric, and many have been chastised or even killed for trying to spread it. Nothing could be more undermining to authority than the realisation that we are all one process. It's the dirty, great elephant in the room of humanity.
If we see things in the correct way, however, we see that the idea of having power over the environment, or other people, is not only delusional, but completely absurd. What the fact that we are all one process really means is that your own deepest, unconditioned will is absolutely one and the same as the will of all other living things, because it all fits together, like pieces of the same jigsaw puzzle. If one individual tries to resist the dynamic of the whole, or beat the the rest of life into submission to his own personal ideas as to how things should be, he is not only in conflict with the world, but also with himself, which, of course, are really the same thing. Just like if one member of an orchestra tries to play louder than all the other members, through fear of not being heard, he ruins the whole orchestra, if one aspect of the universal whole tries to bend the whole to its own will, this only really serves to destroy everything. Yet, many human beings alive today are intent on doing precisely this, and it is for this reason that the species, and the planet as a whole, increasingly finds itself in such trouble.
In short, the enlightened individual is really only someone who has come clean about the truth which basically all of us spend our lives unwittingly trying to avoid. He doesn't learn some new, obscure truth, only 'unsees' everything that was already untrue. In other words, there is the falling away of what was always false, not the acquisition of something new. The truth is that this whole universe is one will, and so therefore all our individual attempts to control it, pin it, resist, or hold onto it, are not only futile, but magnificently absurd, like a dog chasing its own tail. We are a planet full to the brim of lunatics desperately trying to stick pins into their own ends, because we cannot stand the fact that we are all one process. Why can't we stand it? Because it means that we can't hold on to each other, or the world, because there is no 'I' that is fundamentally separate from that which I am attempting to hold on to. It is somewhat ironic, then, that in the end, it will be our attempts to control or save the world that will be what destroys it.

Saturday, February 29, 2020

Fear of judgement

We fear social stigma more than even death. Fear of being inappropriately labelled by society is a deep fear. Fear of being perceived in negative light.

Thus, we are bound by the perceived judgement of society. We fear being negatively judged, no matter the reason, as though our survival depends on it.

Is it because we think that our survival depends on being positively perceived by others? Any thoughts?