Saturday, May 5, 2018

Vasanas and action

Multiple thoughts arise in consciousness. Some are acted upon, while others are ignored. It is the specific vasana activated at that instant which determines whether you act on a specific thought or ignore it. By changing the vasanas that get activated, the specific thoughts that are acted upon can be changed.

By accumulating good vasanas, good thoughts are acted upon, and vice versa for evil vasanas.

Mystery

The deep mystery of darkness. From it arises the illusion of consciousness. Within the illusion of consciousness, the universe of space and time appears. Our lives fading away......

Tuesday, May 1, 2018

Fear of being single

I don't feel sad about being single when I am alone. It is only when I am in the presence of other people that I feel bad about being single. The collective influence of others, of culture, of society is what makes you feel ashamed about being single. Sitting by yourself, there is no sadness. Only the collective mindset of society instills the thought of marriage into your mind. And the justification is the fear of loneliness and the stigma of being single.

Time in etrnity

Eternity has no concept of time. A millisecond and a billion years are non differentiable and equally trivial. It is only in consciousness that that the sense of time passing is experienced.

The concept of time arose with the arising of consciousness. And everything else followed. In the realm of non-time, there are no moments and no experiences. Neither sleep nor dreaming nor waking.

Why the hurry?

For ages prior to birth, you were waiting. And for ages after death you will wait again. Absolutely unconcerned. Therefore, why the hurry now? Keep calm and let the mind still out. To a mind that is still, life and death have no meaning.

Why indulge in foolish pursuits? The price of foolishness is much worse than the price of even poverty.

Sunday, April 22, 2018

The attractive charms of maya and worldly life

I spoke to a potential wife/fiance tonight. And I found myself developing a subtle form of attachment. And then I found myself thinking that this is not good, I am getting attached to her. Truly, the charms of the world hold a power of attraction. The attraction to the charms of the world, prevent you from seeing the world for what it really is. Nothing but a river of suffering and disappointment, with a few moments of relief and fleeting joys. Do not put your hopes here. There is a reason it is referred to as an illusion. For illusion attracts by its charm and deceptive appearance.

Better to stay out.

Sunday, April 15, 2018

Excerpt - Consciousness and the Absolute

The universe has its limits

Everything we know has parameters and perimeters. It can be defined in a certain way, we can say how big it is, what color it has, at what speed it moves, what it's shaped like. Everything is defined and confined. Even the universe has outer limits! The universe is enormous, yet we are able to calculate its approximate size. The universe is really a confined space. The universe, though it is vast, has its limits. In our eyes of course, it has incredible proportions, but it is nevertheless limited and confined.

Paradigm Shifting:
From Time to Timelessness

The Absolute is absolute emptiness, a space without confines. The Absolute is boundless space. It is not space like we know it, it is the emptiness that lies beyond the edges of the universe, it is the space in which the universe expands. It is the home of the universe. It is absolute space: 'absolute' because there are no outer limits. This is not an emptiness that relates to fullness, that would be a relative emptiness. This emptiness could not be filled with a billion universes. Absolute emptiness, theoretically, can effortlessly accommodate an infinite number of baby and parallel universes. This is space without periphery, without boundaries.

As consciousness is life's first principle, as life begins with consciousness, the question "What is truth?" becomes concrete by asking "What is consciousness?" If you want to be clear on your existence, you will have to consider the nature of consciousness. What is the origin of consciousness? How is it possible?

Consciousness is a quality of open space. Absolute space is so open that it becomes conscious, has to be conscious in its nature. It is so wide open that the very openness makes it conscious. It is so absolutely open, so impressionable, that it is conscious. Consciousness is not a substance; it is not made out of anything, since it is made out of absolute emptiness! Absolute emptiness, absolute space is the origin of consciousness. One could say that consciousness is an epi-phenomenon of the Absolute. Consciousness seems to exist, when in fact it is simply a quality, a property, a side-effect of absolute emptiness.

The question What happens when we die? is not a very clear question, because what exactly do we mean by we? It is a lot more specific to ask "What happens to consciousness when our body dies?", "What happens to consciousness when the body, our door to experience, closes?". Nothing happens to consciousness, it is just that experiences are no longer possible. And when new life is born, there are new experiences. With every new birth, the consciousness-property of the Absolute is revealed.

Consciousness as such is never born, absolute emptiness does not need to be born, does not need to be created: it simply exists as the truth behind existence. Absolute space is absolute time, eternity, time without beginning and without end. With every death, consciousness seems to disappear. It doesn't truly disappear, because absolute emptiness cannot possibly disappear. It never dies, its time is never up.

Absolute Consciousness

Like experiences are not possible without consciousness, is consciousness possible without experiences? What does the term 'consciousness' mean when all experiences drop away, when there is no notion, no thought, no feeling, no memory, no dream, no awareness of anything whatsoever? The truth of life, of you, of me and of existence is absolute space, boundlessness, absolute freedom. It is the origin and foundation of consciousness, it is why consciousness is possible. The light of that absolute consciousness never extinguishes. It is absolute, because it is not even dependent on experience, on life.