Self alone is real

The world is not unreal.
When it is seen as the world, it arouses fear.
When it is seen as the Self, all fear disappears.

The misperception of the Self as the world only needs correction.

Once corrected, there is nothing but the Self which alone is real.

All is Self. There is no 'world' out there.

The world there fore is not unreal. The world is the Self.

The Self is the only reality.

Silence and words

All words are useless. Silence is equally useless.

You

You are not the one living a life. You are the watching of it.
Perfectying claritying watchingness.

Supreme Clarity beneath the imaginary person and his foolish drama.

Fear of death

The imaginary ego is imaginarily bound by the imagined expectations of imagined others.

Simply put, you are bound by the expectations of all people who know you.

The more people who know you, the greater the sense of bondage.

And finally, the fear of death. And the fear of all imaginary terrible scenarios.

Like being eaten by a snake,

Being eaten by rats

Dying inside the gutter, covered in shit and being chewed down by rodents.

Being hacked into pieces.

Terrible imaginary outcomes.

Random

There is a part of me that wants to break every bond including the bond with parents.
Sometimes the realization comes that the greatest bondage is bondage to parents.

The bondage to parents brings great sorrow. Many times we are afraid to come out of a particular situation only because we are afraid of the effect of that decision on our parents.

In moments of great humiliation, we see that it is attachment to family (parents) that seems to be a major issue.

Also, it is seen that it is the ego identity that is attached. It is afraid of breaking this attachment.

To be born of worldly parents is a great misery. It promotes tremendous emotional attachment.

So many issues come to the fore. The main reason we pursue our jobs, get money and start a family is purely due to parental attachment. Attachment to parents is a root attachment, based on fear of the outside world and familiarity with parents.
The desire to succeed is also programmed into the subconscious by parents, which is extremely difficult to transcend later.
The practice now is to slowly break this attachment. If there is rebirth, I only wish to be born to a couple with high spiritual awareness and renunciation. I have had enough of this foolish pursuit of success.


This birth should be focused on resolving all unresolved issues, mainly completing family obligations once and for all, bearing the consequences of past actions and preparing the mindset for next birth.

The biggest challenge in this birth seems to be overcoming attachment to parents. To let go with no hard feelings. This will free both child and parent.

Another great source of distress is comparison with peers. Watching your peers advance in society is not easy to digest. Infact, most difficult to endure.

Nothing hurts so deep than watching others go ahead in life while you lie stagnating.

Sometimes you just have to man up and accept your shortcomings. Even if that is a lack of ambition.
Stop blaming your parents.

Again, is this comparison true? Or your mind just playing another trick?
Do you see the mind of the other with whom you compare yourself?

Sometimes, the simplest thing that liberates is to merely speak the truth. Even to authority.
Speaking the truth is the simplest and most powerful method to change your life. Truth liberates. Try it in this birth itself.

Plan for rebirth:

1. Birth to a couple with high spiritual awareness.
2. Strong awareness of truth (Self awareness) and purpose at an early age, with minimal programming.
3. Renounce family life at the age of 15 and engage purely in meditation.
4. Direct self realization at age 23.
5. To be absolutely convinced about the futility of pursuing illusions. 
5. No personal concerns after this point.

Love of a sage

The love of a sage transcends across all dimensions and all intervals of time, providing refuge and healing to countless beings. There is no greater love. I bow down to this love.

Subconscious beliefs

It is too difficult to make money

It is too difficult to attract a woman

It takes too much effort to pursue your dreams

We must survive first

We must not go against the popular perception

We must resist temptations and desires

We are a malicious person who does not deserve to be loved

We must remain in our comfort zone and avoid exerting ourself in pursuit

We must uphold a respectable self image

We cannot risk humiliation

We must stay safe and secure at all costs

Safety and security and survival is all important

The world is a dangerous place. So stay at home and avoid interacting too much with the world.

To have power over others. To ruthlessly destroy all who oppose my desires.

The core subconscious belief is 'I am weak and a powerless victim of my circumstance. Completely at the mercy of external forces beyond my control'. This core subconscious belief must be first overcome.

Convince yourself that there is no external world 'out there'. That which appears as 'the world' is only Mind. Nothing is outside you. Consciousness alone exists. That is who you are.

Be absolutely convinced of this alone. All else will follow.